I feel so lonely on this day. Instead of celebrating the fact that it is the due date of our second child, we remember the loss and tears come as we think of the child we never got to meet. No one knows what this day is to us. We will go about it normally-we'll eat, go to church, put Austin down for a nap, go to youth group, and go to bed. I'm afraid of bedtime because this day is the day I feel closest to my child since the day their soul left this world.
It has been over 7 months since we lost our child but it still hurts just as bad. I still think of him/her every single day. Today is going to be one of the toughest days and I don't know how I'm going to come out of it with a smile.
I'm glad Stephen knows what I'm going through. I'm glad we'll have each other today.
